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Wedding shots - Keeran and Sonu

2011-12-27T08:37:00.001-08:00

Friends? What friends?

2011-12-21T11:57:00.000-08:00

The primary reason why I don't really have a best friend is because they're impossible to find and their a nuisance to maintain a so called "bff" relationship. I have a handful of friends that care deeply about me, talk to me, get with me on a amicable level but it never seems to pass through the ground stage.

Refute all you want but its the truth and you can't hide it. You don't care. You don't bother. You don't give two flying cow shits about me. I am purely here for your amusement. After we all go our different paths, we honestly don't keep in touch. I'm always a second. meaning, I am only a replacement, a back up, a fall back if their friend is not present. I always seem to put my best effort to carry on the relationship but the other person doesn't.

Either it's me or them, my relationships are never secured. Sometimes, we drift, make new bonds, forget the old ones, dwell on, move on, eventually, separating ourselves, distancing each other, or just temporarily forgetting who you are. Whether we like it or not, people inevitably change over time and we can't help that or fix it.

What's broken, stays broken sadly.

When i think about it, it actually costs a lot more trouble to maintain a friendship with a certain person. Making plans, spending quality time together, having late night conversations, being comfortable with each other, and committing loyalty to each other. However, when one small incident that turns into a dramatic shit happens, that's when everything starts to crumbles apart and we grow distant with each other more and more everyday. Feelings such as regret, hate, and envy eats our soul up and we feel as if we were betrayed and abandoned.

How do we know how to carefully choose our fellow friends so that they won't become strangers in the future? Then there's that shocking moment when you find out the true colors of someone you thought wrong. That is what what really grinds my gears:Lying behind one's back is much more worst than telling the truth because I'd rather have someone whose straight upfront than someone who is dishonest. More importantly, time and distance are the two main causes that what really tears friendship apart. When neither one contributes, the friendship withers away and once again, we diffuse, creating new bonds with new people.

Other times, that person is too afraid to step up and tie the knots together so there is no progress in improving the relationship. And most of the times, that person already has a best friend to begin with so whats the point of trying to build close ties with that person if you're just a piece of stinking furniture to them? If one does have the interest to increase their friendshipity with someone, they would actually try, not delaying and waiting on each other on who would make the first move. In this dark, cruel, and corrupted world, it is very hard to find a good friend that will stick with you thick and thin to the end.

To this day, this is why I have grown to be very independent person which is, at times very lonely as a matter of fact, but at the same time, it does show that I can face reality myself without depending on others. I can rely on myself and free myself from disappointments in people. Optimistically speaking, I'd say each person who came into my life and walked out would just mean that their part in my story is over and a new character is introduced as we continually flip the pages. Thats how life goes.

You know what I like about rich kids?

2011-12-18T12:40:00.000-08:00

Kids who can get whatever their hearts desire, no matter when or where they are..

because they can have it and because they want it.

EXAMPLE

kid: "OMG mom, i saw the NICEST mercedes!! it wasnt like your silver C230 kompressor benz, or dad's ML500 suv benz, but MOMMY, it was the blue SL500 convertable i ALWAYS wanted, and i just got my lisence too!!"

mom: "i already got it for you, as a 17th birthday present"

kid: "damn straight"

I think Im back.

2009-12-11T23:08:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone.

I haven't written in forever. I keep telling myself to blog, but then get sidetracked and/or lose interest.

Yee-haw.

Being a student and able to get through a course without speaking to any fellow students is an art form I believe I have almost perfected.

For those of you pecker heads who are social butterflies and actually enjoy talking to people because they're interesting, you'd best not read my upcoming post.

cs2

2009-04-29T01:42:00.000-07:00

used illustrator cs2 + photoshop cs2

Keboringan melanda.

2009-04-23T03:28:00.000-07:00

Did a cartoon character of myself ; my trademark pose - 'the peace sign; !

Urge to rant II .

2009-04-13T01:57:00.000-07:00

People have uploaded albums worth of pictures on Facebook that all look the same: party scene with drunk girls and sweaty boys. Then there's some kind of lame caption like 'Hot mama!Lolxx' or 'A night out with the HOTTIESSSS ' or something. The pictures are never without alcohol and girls striking poses with their skimpy outfits.

While I am someone who believes in allowing everyone their own creative freedom, putting up pictures of the same old crap is neither creative nor very, how do I say this nicely...modest.

Someone may put up many pictures because they want to share their wonderful experiences with the world, subconsciously I think it's just a tool people use to show off how 'popular' and 'cool' they are. What a wild child this person must be if all they do is frequent clubs and hang out with 'hot mamas' and 'gangstas'.

Wow...don't we all strive to be more like them?

Ermm.Nope, I don't. In fact, I prefer to just not view any pictures at all for fear of running into such 'Dumbass Material' that may insult my intelligence. Because there is no way in hell I want to be someone who puts up 1,000 pictures in a shameless and degrading bid for attention.

Like pfft.

2009-03-21T09:35:00.000-07:00

As I opened my Facebook,I saw many condolence comments on my page .I've deleted all of em.Maybe it's just one of my way to deal with my emotions right now.I don't know.Hope no one would be offended.

As I go on exploring this networking web,I came across a status message which really pissed me off.It stated

image and the name of the person above has been blurred out.

Oh okay,I thought the 'dear friend' of mine would actually be my side comforting me instead of typing all these.Wish you were by my side?Why didn't you? Your arse bones were broken?

No wonder I've been getting many phone calls and text messages.

XX: Hey ,heard of it.Be strong.
g3: erm,who's this pls?
XX: It's XX.Heard of the news.XY stated on his/her Facebook status.
g3:Erm okay.*hangs up*

Yay.It has been advertised via Facebook.You people think that I'll be alright by reading those kind of status messages?Like yahhh,I'm alright.Smiling away for the attention I've got.Pfft.To hell.Anyway thanks for the concern.Greatly appreciated.

ps: Dont go off limits just for the sake of a Facebook status message.Stick to your usual 'XY² has just broken a FUK*NG nail!!' or 'XX is what every man dreams of…. and every girl’s nightmare !!!!!!' . True friendship is not only about sharing our thoughts and feelings over the internet but you being there for a friend when she/he really needs you the most.

A day with a stupid keyboard.

2009-01-19T00:17:00.000-08:00

I hate it when I make a typo and I do the little "*" to correct it, and I get it wrong again. And then I still get it wrong the next four times.Example:

me: haha yeah sertousu

me: *serousyl

me: *seriouly

me: UGH

me: ******seriouslt

me: UGH ARE YOU JOKING ME?

me: 8seriously

me: Fuih.I took time to type it that time.

me: WHAT THE-- it's an 8 instead of a "*"

*throws keyboard*

*blocks whoever I was talking to*

URGHH....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The blehh and blehh'er.

2009-01-06T06:43:00.000-08:00

A few days ago, I watched this English lesson on the TV Pendidikan channel. It was probably for the primary school kids,but unfortunately I sat and watched till end of the programme. They were speaking with an accent , ala mat salleh while teaching us viewers, about grammar.I couldnt understand what they were teaching :( THEY MADE ME TO FEEL LIKE A DUMB person watching that programme for an hour trying to figure out what they were actually trying to say.Why do they have to make things so complicated?

Now,the history part where 'THEY MADE ME TO FEEL LIKE A DUMB PERSON' comes..

Since small I can never differentiate what is a noun and a verb. I have no idea about grammar rules. By just reading a sentence, I can ‘feel’ if it is wrong or right. By just looking, I can ‘feel’ if the spelling is right or wrong. I can easily remember past tense and present tense but not sure when to use them.

The method of teaching English (or even Bahasa Malaysia) subject evolved so much since errr…30 years ago?

Who are the guilty parties who brought up a generation of Manglish speaking Malaysians? It has to be these too smart alecs who screwed up our future generations. And it could be the parents also.I learnt my almost perfect (I repeat,ALMOSTTTTTT PERFECT) English by just reading, reading, reading.

I read because my mother NEVER told me to. I read because the Government NEVER told me to.Oh wait,they did some campaigns to encourage us to read books,though.But so what?!I ignored all of those campaigns.You seriously think campaigns like that would help,eh..

I started to read when I was 7.I read from Shakespeare to Harold Robbins, Reader’s Digests to some Indian Magazines -I'll get interested to read em by just looking at the celebrities pictures :) and whatever few books my poor school library can offer.

Kids today? Their parents will shove books down their throats as early as…. before they could even er..call em 'mama' or 'papa'. Parents take great pride in showing off their immaculate routine of ‘bedtime story’ . Back then, the only bedtime story I heard from my mother is the home made version of 'patti suttha vadai'.That’s my only bedtime story. I'll post that story soon to share it with ya'all :)

Aightt,I got to go.I think I'm going off topic already,cause at first I ranted on English,then it switched topic to READING and now I'm more interested in sharing my 'patti suttha vadai' story.

G2G

Having English test tomorrow and here I am,still doubting my grammars and etc :( Going to google search for some easy tips on 'HANDLING' em professionally.WUAHHHA.

I do speak TAMIL+MALAY+ENGLISH=TAMANGLISH.Yes I do,just to show people around me that I'm a gempak-languange-mixer-person.HAHHAHA.So yeah,SPEAK TAMANGLISH-LAH!

PS : If you notice any grammar errors on this blog, just keep it to yourself. Thank you. I will ‘feel’ for them and make my own correction.

[Y]elloww,I'm B[L]ACKK..

2009-01-06T01:43:00.000-08:00

urge to rant.

2008-11-01T04:17:00.000-07:00

currently lifeless :(

Have you watched an Indian movie and wondered why the actors always dancing around the trees ?

:) LOL (:

anyway,they do look cute doing those scenes ...with their facial expressions of course.HAHHHAHAHHA :D :D

basics of Indian movie making are same ..

1.) A hero, A girl & A villain

2.) Hero and girl (the heroin) fall in love and they dance around trees along different countries like Switzerland, Russia, USA etc (even when Hero does not do any work or have no source of earning)

3.) Villain comes in between Hero and Heroin. In 80% of the cases, Heroin is the daughter of the villain.

4.) Fight erupts between Hero and Villain and Hero fires some dialouges like If you have drunk mother’s milk, throw the gun and fight like a man and Villain really throws the gun :\ and fights like a fool, oh.. sorry, I mean like a man .

5.) Hero kills the villain.

6.) Hero and Heroin marry and everyone lived happily ever after.

thats the whole movie story

p/s:if you apply the acts and use the dialogues shown in the movies, where hero impresses the girl by doing some acting or speaking some special dialogues , you will never ever find a single girl who will want to have a friendship with you.

final artwork sem ONE.

2008-09-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

super bicycle.

2008-09-11T10:51:00.000-07:00

itu basikal,betul betul punyer.

ini pun basikal,lakaran punyer.

aku buat,xder tipu punyerrr .

drawing class,kinda tough :S

cos the bicycle that i lukis'ed above,dilukis dalam masa 30sec.NO JOKE

and that's how the lecturers are training us,kira masaaaa :S

YELPP MEE woi!

PIC of the month :)

2008-09-11T10:36:00.000-07:00

Datin Izzati :p

one of my crime buddy in MMU,Cyber.

It's just a luahan hati.

2008-09-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

Hmm.Its amazing seeing how the stupidest issue can just bring you down and make you think of all those insecurities n all the ways you're not good enough and all the "my life would be better if I was this way" thoughts. I'm not sure if i'm really not happy with life or if things that just remind me of my unhappiness keep happening because really I do have a lot of good things going for me right now. I don't know what's wrong and at the same time I do, and I have the power to change those things but at the same time I don't,CAUSE YOU SEE,

I was once classified under chickenshit..but now im the kurang ajar punyer pompuan!WUAHAHAHHHA.

TING TONGG..assignments are killing me.So ppl,unless I ajak'ed you out for a lepaking session,dont call me out aight.AND PLEASEE,PLEASE PLEASEE DONT MAKE PLANS WITHOUT ASKING ME.I REALLY WILL GET PISSED IF YOU BUG ME EVENTHO I'VE WARNED YA'AL ABOUT MY ASSIGNMENTS.Busy and..

TERAMAT BUSY

I'm writing this to kill my time, and if you don't like it, well, come to the realization that this is my blog and not yours.Tee-Hee! :)

not much to tell..

2008-08-02T11:15:00.000-07:00

tadaaa.Im finally back to blogging.Now onwards,my post wont be as frequent as before.Internet connection in my campus,TERUKK.

And I misssss all of my 'non-kl'ian' friends :) back in Ipoh fer a week,anddddd I dont want to lepak.You nak lepak,you datang ke rumah I .I just want to sleeeeep and eat during this one week break.

My current emotional status?

BLURBENGAPCERIA

BLUR - cause it's my nature.

BENGAP - cause I'm feeling lost and I dont know a thing bout my assignments. *screwwwwwwww it*

CERIA - IM BACK HOME and EVERYTHING IS PERFECT, THE WAY I WANTED IT TO BE FOR SO LONG :)

gayee quoted : i absolutely <33 my life.that's basically it.

RANDOM:edited pictures.

2008-06-16T22:18:00.000-07:00

Some of the pictures that I've edited.

The original.

The edited.

The original.

The edited.

The original.

The edited.

More pictures will be uploaded soon :)

hari modification rambut.

2008-06-09T09:11:00.000-07:00

Lepak'ed with Preeta at her rumah and teman'ed her to saloon to re'modify her hair today :)

The lady clipped Preeta's hair mengikut style Trojan :P

She chosed Light Brown and Bright Red for her highlights.

At this point,Im already getting jealous of her new hair colour :S

TADAAAA.It's the funky Preeta :P

p/s: i like her hair colour :D darn COOL siot! By the way.. Er,I screwed up my fringe :( So im not gona take any pic of myself till it grows back!

Merah and Sepet :(

2008-06-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

Pic of the week :)

2008-06-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

A day out with my old mates.

2008-06-05T23:08:00.000-07:00

Meeting up with these bebudaks after 3years!
Hahha,we gossiped bout our past and current life ne at the jj's kopitiam and went fer window shopping.Oh yeah,played some stuffs at the archade too :)

ISMA
Once upon a time,she w the quiet and the nerdy one.She w also the one who will ony use the word 'DIAMMLAHH' wheneva I ter'talked alot,loud or annoyed her in the class with my mates.Damnnn.But on the day of our so-called lepaking session,she w the one who talked alot and had so many juicy gossips :P ALEHH,I WAS SUPRISEDDDD :P Didnt know this minah could actually talk alot.

First Impression;during high school times : The nerdy one.
First Impression; NOW: THE HYPER KES :P

SAJIDAH
Jidah,who used to have short hair and often spike her hair up during schooling days suprised me with her ladylike ponytail and a handbag :P ALEHHH.Feminine edy.She used to be the kurang ajar one in class.She used to call me 'malaun' or however you spelled it la.I aso dont know what is the meaning of that word till now :S HAHA.Now she's being so polite and sweet.

First Impression;during high school times : The ganas
kid.
First Impression;NOW: The sweet pompuan :)

p/s: din gt the chance to snap lotsa pics with those bebudaks.W busy checking out each another :P Oni gt to snap these pics using my hp,LAST MIN.At least sumthin ler :P

Next aim;Planning fer a reunion,with all of our 5SP'05 mates :)

PICS.Ghirijah's Sweet 16 PARRRTAY.

2008-05-26T00:10:00.000-07:00

Manusia yg terbabit :
Ghirijah the Bday girl (16)
Tharshini (16)
krityshaa(16)
Syamini(17)
Jelissa(16)
Diana(16)
Kirthen(14)
Karavin(16)
Noel(16)
Jeevan(19)
gayathrie (20)

nama nama yg di'spelled salah,harap tidak dihiraukan.

Tarikh:23.05.08
Tempat : Moven Peak,Greentown, Ipoh.
Masa: 7-10.30pm

p/s:We have the similiar looks meh? HAHA :P we're cousins :P

kisah silam saturday and sunday ku.

2008-05-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

Aight,Im back again :D
WOAH,one week didnt update this blog.Who ever yang missed me in this one week gap,please go to my friendster account,and leave me 'MISS YOU' comments kayh :P
er,btw I DONT WANT GLITTERY IMAGES!

ALRIGHT

let me brief out a little bout my stay in Kumutha Akka's place last saturday[17/5] :)

PENDAHULUAN

6pm(cant really recall the exact timing) reached her place.
waited fer her under her block.
Noticed a cun sarekehh walking outside her block.
while checking her out,I controled macho and acted cool.
the sarekeh came nearer and ..CHEIKKK..it was kumutha akka ler.wasted my 3mins checking the so called sarekeh :(
went up to her house with her.
SHE MADE ME THE BEST MILO EVER :D SEDAPPPP!

ISI ISI PENTING

Called Siva macha and Maha akka/made plans to watch Kuruvi 2nd round-ONLY fer kumutha akka's sake,tiada apa yang lebih or kurang.
Movie plan di'switch kan to IRON MAN cause Siva macha and Maha Akka ugut dowana tag in if we're going fer kuruvi.
After the movie ,we went fer makan and talked oore kathey.Er,they talked.I listen ne :)
Then went to Maha akka's house,sambung the oore kathey session there and checked out her award/certs for..

OH YEAH,CUTTTTTT ..

Lupak intro the celebrity plak..Maha Akka/Mahaletchumi Tavamany is one of the finalist for the 2008's BMW Shorties Competition.Her shortfilm-SING IN THE RAIN received Honourable Mention Award..BANGGA SIOT :D

CLICK HERE for further information and TO VIEW the shorties

We also played UNO cards! HAHAHHA.Kumutha Akka cudnt understand the method of this game eventho we played fer SO MANY rounds.Aihh!
Bout 5am,Kumutha Akka and aku left Maha Akka's place and headed straight to mcD.Ordered breakfast set and blah'ed ke Kumutha Akka's house.
Tidur'ed and woke up bout 12pm.Gt ready and againnn we went to mcD fer lunch.

PENUTUP

3pm-Hantar her back and said BYE BYE IM GONA MISS YOU to each another :( I misssss her,I mean I REALLY AM! :)

After that,I went out with my two favourite Uniten Machas! Deva and Seelan :) They're really F U N to hangout with.AHEM..They're still SINGLE and AVAILBALE,ladies :P

MORE STORIES BOUT EM with pics WILL BE POSTED in nother 2 weeks time :D HAHAHA.NANTIKANLAH..

Manusia and their ayats...

Maha Akka - "you need to talk more,dont just keep quiet.TALKKKKKKK"

Kumutha Akka - " MAKE SURE YOU INCLUDE THE PART WHERE I MIXED MILO FER YOU!!!"

Siva Macha - " machann,why la you're diff now.Why like so feminine edy?!"

Deva and Seelan - " Cha,nowdays feminine edy ayhh *laffs*"

Hari Sengal Aku :)

2008-05-14T08:51:00.000-07:00

Hari yang sungguh memenatkan and penuh dengan kekecewaan :(
AREWAHH :P
I'm being so melodramatic plakk.HAHAH.

Nah.

I woke up.
Bath.
Had breakfast.
Helped Amma.
Fetched brothers from school.
Helped Amma.
Had lunch.
Fetched cousin sister,Vani from her hostel.
Went to parade,with her.
Met Sasi,as we planned earlier.
Ate ice cream with Sasi and Vani.
Watched Kuruvi with them.
Sasi went back home.
Vani and I,ate at the mamak nearby.
Send Vani back to her hostel.
Went back home.
Got lectured from Amma for eating outside.
Helped Amma * ini adalah semata mata to pujuk and kautim back with her*
Bath.
Masuk online,and here I am.

p/s :Er, noticed 'HELPED AMMA' muncul'ed fer 3times?! I AM A GOOD KID :D Yeay yeay.Yess.I know.Thank You :)

MOVIE REVIEW:

KURUVI

Directed by Dharani.

The film starring Vijay, Trisha, Vivek,Suman/Sivaji's Villain etc

I had high expectations on it.HANCUR KESEMUANYER.

There are scenes which are abnormal for the humans -

he flies through hundreds of bullets.

escapes vehicles.

jumps thousands of feet on moving trains.

bashes up hundreds of men...

and paling bodoh,

Trisha/the dumb blonde wanabe, who naturally falls for his Mask of Zorro get-up.HERYO!

Im not going to tell the jalan criter of this movie and potong steam you all la aight.Watch it fer yourself :)

Punch dialouge:There are many punch dialogues in this movie,but I managed to hafal only one :P

Namma Pechi Mattum Thaanda Silentaa Irukkum , Aanal ADI SARAVEDI!

PLUS POINT: VIJAY and VIVEK.

MINUS POINT: 'TAK MASUK AKAL' scenes.

INTERVIEW SESSION by gayee alba

MANGSA TERBABIT: Sasitharan(20) and Vani(19).

Sasi and Vani while watching the movie:

Sasi was laughing in an insulting manner throughout the movie :( SASI,YES,I NOTICED!

and he said 'If Vijay joined Olympic,fer sure he'll grab all the medals lar.He can run soooo fast,he can jump so high and WOAH SEE THAT?! HAHHAHA.HE CAN FLYYY weyh!HAHAHA'

I think Sasi would have rolled on the floor and laugh if he had a chance.

and

Vani was like 'OMGOMGOMG,SOCUTESOCUTESOCUTEEEE!' and kept on pinching my shoulder.I jadi mangsa ke'cute'an Vijay plak.

Sasi and Vani after the movie :

Sasi - Without Vivek in this movie,I would have fallen asleep.

Vani -He's so cuteeee la. He danced so well!

KESIMPULANNYER: VIJAY IS STILL MY FAVOURITE and I'LL FOREVER BE HIS JALRA.TEE-HEE :D

Story time,baybeh.

2008-05-12T03:37:00.000-07:00

My Appa forwarded me this today.

True Life Incident

Self-less LOVE

My wife called, 'How long will you be with that newspaper? Will you come here and make your darling daughter eat her food?'

I tossed the paper away and rushed to the scene. My only daughter Sindu looked frightened.

Tears were welling up in her eyes.In front of her was a bowl filled to its brim with Curd Rice. Sindu is a nice child, quite intelligent for her age.She has just turned eight. She particularly detested Curd Rice.My mother and my wife are orthodox, and believe firmly in the 'cooling effects' of Curd Rice!
I cleared my throat, and picked up the bowl. 'Sindu, darling,why don't you take a few mouthful of this Curd Rice? Just for Dad's sake, dear'

Sindu softened a bit, and wiped her tears with the back of her hands. 'OK,Dad. I will eat - not just a few mouthfuls, but the whole lot of this. But, you should...' Sindu hesitated. 'Dad, if I eat this entire curd Rice, will you give me whatever I ask for? ...'Oh sure,darling'....'Promise?'

'Promise'. I covered the pink soft hand extended by my daughter with mine, and clinched the deal.

'Ask Mom also to give a similar promise', my daughter insisted. My wife put her hand on Sindu's,muttering 'Promise'.

Now I became a bit anxious. 'Sindu dear, you shouldn't insist on getting a computer or any such expensive items. Dad does not have that kind of money right now. OK?'

'No, Dad. I do not want anything expensive'.Slowly and painfully, she finished eating the whole quantity.

I was silently angry with my wife and my mother for forcing my child eat something that she detested. After the ordeal was through, Sindu came to me with her eyes wide with expectation.All our attention was on her.'Dad, I want to have my head shaved off, this Sunday!' was her demand.

'Atrocious!' shouted my wife, 'A girl child having her head shaved off? Impossible!' 'Never in our family!' my mother rasped.'She has been watching too much of television. Our culture is getting totally spoiled with these TV programs!'

Sindu darling, why don't you ask for something else? We will be sad seeing you with a clean-shaven head.'

'No, Dad. I do not want anything else', Sindu said with finality.

'Please, Sindu, why don't you try to understand our feelings?' I tried to plead with her.

'Dad, you saw how difficult it was for me to eat that Curd Rice'. Sindu was in tears. 'And you promised to grant me whatever I ask for.Now, you are going back on your words. Was it not you who told me the story of a great King and its moral that we should honor our promises no matter what?'

It was time for me to call the shots. 'Our promise must be kept.'

'Are you out your mind?' chorused my mother and wife.

'No. If we go back on our promises, she will never learn to honor her own. Sindu, your wish will be fulfilled.'

With her head clean-shaven, Sindu had a round-face, and her eyes looked big and beautiful.
On Monday morning, I dropped her at her school. It was a sight to watch my hairless Sindu walking towards her classroom.She turned around and waved. I waved back with a smile.Just then, a boy alighted from a car, and shouted, 'Sinduja, please wait for me!' What struck me was the hairless head of that boy. 'May be, that is the in-stuff', I thought.

'Sir, your daughter Sinduja is great indeed!' Without introducing herself, a lady got out of the car, and continued,' That boy who is walking along with your daughter is my son Harish.He is suffering from... ... leukemia.'She paused to muffle her sobs. Harish could not attend the school for the
whole of the last month.He lost all his hair due to the side effects of the chemotherapy. He refused to come back to school fearing the unintentional but cruel teasing of the schoolmates.'Sinduja visited him last week, and promised him that she will take care of the teasing issue. But, I never imagined she would sacrifice her lovely hair for the sake of my son! Sir, you and your wife are blessed to have such a noble soul as your daughter.'

I stood transfixed. And then, I wept. 'My little Angel, you are teaching me how self-less real love is!'

The happiest people on this planet are not those who live on their own
terms but are those who change their terms for the ones whom they love

Sunday.Mom's Day.

2008-05-11T06:23:00.000-07:00

It's - 11.05.08

Mom's Day!

HEEEEEE :D

Input for AMMA's day :

1) Wished Amma fer her day,tepat tepat 12am.

2)Made a card for her.

3)Did some of the house chores.

4) Never kasi her bengang.

5) suprised her with presents.

6) bought dinner .I cant cook,so I thought it's safer to just buy it.

Output from AMMA's day:

Amma's smile :)

Oh yeah,lupa kasi intro pulakk.The minah cun above..

she's been my adviser, my comfort, and my number one fan.

She's my அம்மா :)

gayee quoted :lessons learned at a mother’s knee last through life.Thank God for mothers!

Model(S) of the day.

2008-05-10T13:26:00.000-07:00

CUCUKKKK TIME!

HALF-PENUH-HALF KOSONG

circled object- PAKET DARAH SASI!

Cewahh.Got certificate leh.

'cenderamata' for donating blood.This packet contained :

SEBIJI OREN

SEKOTAK AIR MILO

SEPOTONG KEK

Male Model :: Sasitharan,20,IPOH PERAK.

Face covered,Female Model(last pic):: Lehashene,16,IPOH PERAK.

Easwaramaa Day/Blood Donation Campaign.

2008-05-10T11:21:00.000-07:00

Sai Baba Centre of Ipoh celebrated Easwaramma Day at the Sri Subramaniam Temple Hall today.

I arrived there an hour late :(

I've missed out the bhajan session and few other stage shows that has been participated by the balvikas students.

But then,for me,that wasnt really the highlight of the evening.Want to know what was the BOMB? BLOOD DONATION CAMPAIGN,baybeh! :D

Well,I'm scared of needles .So I was feeling 50/50 about donating my blood.Then came my so called motivator :P Sasitharan! HAHA.He was like..

okayh wait lemme type out our convo ne laa..
SASI: Eh,go la.Donate blood.
ME: You go first la.
SASI: You go first,I'll come later.
ME:No no.You go first.After youuu.
SASI:AIHHH *in a I GIVE UP la tone* ...

.. then he suddenly went missing..

..then he came back..

SASI: Okayh,it's time.Come lets go and take the forms.Filled it up then. Come come..COME.
ME: AHAA,*argh* okayhh,come.

So both of us walked macho'ly,looked around,took the forms,and filled em up.Then we were examined by the nurses there for our blood type,weight,BP and etc.

and TAAA-DA!

My results.

Weight : Tepat tepat passed.

Pulse and BP: passed.

Haemoglobin test : FAILED :(

Yeah,I know.Sad right? After overcoming my fear and being so semangat, TIBA TIBA potong steam plak.

But nvm,that's not the end yett...I snapped few shots of Sasi donating his blood :P

How to wash jeans correctly.

2008-05-09T01:41:00.000-07:00

A convo with a 5year old kid.

2008-05-09T00:34:00.000-07:00

It's a phone convo,with my niece.

ME: Heyyy,Deeeeepa!
KID: Chechi!! I want cokilaaaattttttttttttttt!
ME: Ehhh,cannot cannot.Shut up la you.What are you doing?
KID: HAAAAAA..I wan KIT KAT!!
ME: okayh LAHH,I'll buy later.So what are you doing?
KID: I'm doing card,for Achaa.
ME: Ha? For Achaa? Whyy?
KID: For Mother's Day la.You dont know ha chechi??
ME : HAHAHHA,Thengga! since when Achaa become your mother la,he's your FATHERRR! FATHERRRRRRR!!! No use la you going tadika all.Cehh.

KID: Yess ha?
ME: Yea laaa.Eyoo. Do the card for your Amma la kayh.
KID: But my 'cheecher' oni asked us to do card for the person who masak masak and cuci pakaian all at home.
ME: Er,waitttt. Who will masak and cuci clothes at home?
KID: ACHAA LAH chechiii!

I laughed and asked her to continue doing the card for her father then :P

Moral of the convo : To the teachers out there, Be specific and make it real clear on what you want your students to do.

Students,do your homework RIGHT!

Mothers,please STOPPP watching serials at home.

This 'Cheecher' shud have been a little more specific ,to avoid kekeliruan keluarga.

Who are you again?

2008-05-08T22:41:00.000-07:00

You, I'm afraid, are painfully dull.

And I'm tired of pleasing everyone.

I've tried to be nice.I tried hard,okayh? Now I'm tired of it.This is MY LIFE.

I can live it how ever I want to.

DONT PUSH ME AROUND

I dont need anybody's opinion.

Oh,unless I call you APPA or AMMA.

THANK YOU :)

gayee quoted: Coming on as too nice can lead to people taking advantage of you

Model of the day.

2008-05-08T19:13:00.000-07:00

this pic was taken during our very own WWE session.

I somehow find this pose rather amusing!

Model :: Arvind,14,KULIM KEDAH.

Being Random.

2008-05-07T05:51:00.000-07:00

I hate admitting this but I am 20 and boy shy
:(
I just realized it just now.

Well today,I went out with this guy.We went for a movie marathon.And I couldn't understand why I was being shy and nervous .I couldn't even talk much and I was basically picking my words just to start a conversation with him.I behaved like a retard
:( but he was nice and he entertained me ALL THE WAYYY. Thanks,YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! You made my day .YOU ROCKK ! :D

I just don't know :S I've always been shy around boys . And sometimes im shy infront of girls too:(
Somebody.. ANYBODY.. helpppp me.

Extra info: I have three brothers and I'm normal around these boys at home.I kick,punch and there would be mini WWE session going on at home always.And oh,btw I'm not feminine as well.SO HOW?!

gayee quoted : Taiko like me can be shy too.So dont play play HA!

My favourite bangi girls :D

2008-05-06T03:56:00.000-07:00

HUI THING AND KAVITHA

Meeting up with them this Saturday,hopefully :D

I miss em' SO the VERY the MUCH!

Thank You :)

2008-05-05T03:21:00.000-07:00

To those who have pushed me

THANK YOU.

Without you,I wouldn't have fallen.

To those who have laughed at me

THANK YOU.

Without you, I wouldn't have cried.

To those who just couldn't love me

THANK YOU.

Without you, I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my feelings

THANK YOU.

Without you, I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you who left me lonely

THANK YOU.

Without you, I wouldn't have discovered myself.

But, to those who thought I couldn't do it,

it is to you I thank the most because without you,

I wouldn't have tried to stand on my OWN.

gayee quoted: this is my life: respect me. dont hate. dont criticize. Now,

just watch me rise .

My day starts rempit'ly.

2008-05-04T01:28:00.000-07:00

Racing your car on public roads is dangerous and illegal!

But this morning around 8am somewhere nearby my hometown,I did it.Wasnt in purpose.No bad intentions AT ALL.

I was on my way back home from old town.Had to buy some stuffs for my mother.So then,came along this stranger.To be specific,he's an Indian,mid 20's/30's,driving a black satria.NOT GOOD LOOKING,so I WASNT LOOKING much.Both of our cars were side by side at the traffic near XY complex.He revved his engine hard.So my head turned facing his not-so-good-looking-face.He showed me some signs using his both hands as if in asking me to race with him.

I showed my tounge at him and drove forward upon seeing the green light ahead.Then he 'kurang ajar'ly' took over my car and sped off.There wasnt much car around that time,so I thought of showing off a bit back.I sped and took over his car.
Guess he was kind of shocked seeing me over taking him,cause he stopppppppeddddd his car out of sudden and his car went out of control.It drifted,turned 360deg twice before turning upside down and banged the other 4-5 cars behind of his car.

I was stunned.I couldn’t even blink my eyes.I went blank.It was like those scenes in action-packed Hollywood movies, seriously.

and guess what I did after that? I drove off rileks'ly laughing my head off! REAL LIFE DAYTONA mannn.I feel bad for that stranger and the other cars that got included in this incident but heyyy,he was the one who asked for trouble,NOT ME..

gayee quoted : DO NOT TRUST KERETA BUATAN TEMPATAN beb.

Tumpang Lalu.

2008-05-03T01:24:00.000-07:00

I should probably clear up a few things before I write anything else.

This blog contains and might contain my thoughts,things I like, LOVE, see and/or buy. So basically it's a blog about my obsessions, and if you can't handle vanity and shameless materialism and bad jokes then you shouldn't probably read this at all.

If you're reading this blog, you probably know me. Or you might not, which is even more fun.

gayee quoted : I never pretend to be someone and something Im not.

I know exactly where I stand.

you dont know ME and I.

2008-05-02T11:30:00.000-07:00

So yeah,

I thought you people were my friends.Im not mentioning names here.You guys should know better who you people are..

You guys could have confront me when all this issue happened,right?But then you people backed away from me silently,leaving me here wondering stuffs all alone and talked ill behind my back.
I've been there always,hanging out and making fool out of myself just to entertain you all when ever Im around .

If you really want to judge me,you should have not listen to one side of the story,but mine too.How true can that statement of myself from others be? Ask me questions and I'll give out my answers,without hiding anything.Then you can judge and label me as nasty as you guys want to,I wouldnt mind SERIOUSLY.

I've been keeping low and didnt want to trouble anyone before.Cause I've respected each and everyone of you all.I know I behave like a kid and look immature,that doesnt mean my head can be played like a football,right?

I do have feelings too.I've kept my cool and been keeping quiet all these while ,but not anymore .

so yeah,CONFRONT me kayh? I'll be waiting ..

gayee quoted : All of us are selfish and hypocritical at some point of time in life. Don't deny it. Don't stereotype me.I dont like it.

mieow mieow -kucing ber'mieow

2008-04-28T01:09:00.000-07:00

.THROW IT AWAY.

.FORGET YESTERDAY.

i guess those two lines say it ALL.
but as much as i want to do those...
i just can't bring myself to do it.
don't ask me why.

if i would find a magic lamp right now...and that magical genie would come out and he'd say he'd grant me three wishes..

I'D ONLY NEED ONE WISH.

i'd want a wish for forgetting.

but i guess that wouldn't happen.
this is the real world.and magic lamps and genies..well, we all know they don't exist.
sooo..i guess i don't have a choice but to accept things as they are.

LIFE GOES ON.

a friend told me...it's not worth it.and it's definitely not my loss.i guess so.i don't know.

"In life we always search for answers because we want to prove ourselves that we had the right decisions."

But the truth is, we can't search for what's not there.
things happen because it's meant to happen.
That's why we forgive people even if they hurt us, we love people who don't love us and we smile despite every painful crash in our hearts.
At the end of the day, the lesson you get are the answers to your decision."
i guess that's right.there's nothing to do but keep on going.
one thing i realized is......

LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES.
and never do it again.
EVER.
WHAT'S DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE.

gayee quoted : TALLER[with high heels],STRONGER[minum milo anda jadi sehat and kuat!] and BETTER[you just need to have positive thoughts,YAKIN BOLEH beb] :)

I have to declare : I'M BACK!

2008-04-27T00:35:00.000-07:00

I'm back with a new blog for my current profile :) So,YO to you all out there who's reading this.

I've been busy and travelling around lately.I might have been missing many stuffs around,plus I've lost in touch with many of my favourite people out there.I'm sorry if I've made some of you all worried,which I know I did.It wasnt in purpose,I swear.I just needed some privacy and some time to be alone..

HAHHAHHAHAHA. BUT,NOW IM BACK!

You guys must be wondering what's been up with me.Well,I've been coping up with my current life,learned some lessons on it and modified it a little :)

gayee quoted : I'm no more afraid of love.I love my scars :)